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I am so...confused...I don't know what's going on but everything is falling apart around me. I got into a fight with Simon. I've been depressed for a while and he kept pressuring me to tell him. I ended up blowing up at him and now he's pissed at me. I haven't talked to Matt in who knows when. I'm not sure if he's still in Canada or what. Maybe he's pissed at me too. And Apple. She confuses me the most I think. I thought we were ok but she began talking to Lord Asswipe again and I haven't talked to her since. I can't help being mad at her though. She keeps talking to him! It's like she fucking addicted to the guy. Jenny...god....I don't know where I stand with that girl. She as hard to read as can be which is odd because she's SO open with her feelings. But that just makes you wonder if she's being genuine or what. Far is without a doubt the main problem. Far's amazing but....I don't know...I think I'm over the insane infatuation stage so where does that leave us now....he's always so sweet and I just don't know how to act around him. And he's almost 10 years my senior.... As for the stuff at home.....I'm starting to wonder if my family will starve or not. We're already dirt poor and now the gov't is trying to take away the means of which we buy food. That and my next door neighbor is a conniving bitch who hates my mother. If we get kicked out of the complex we're gonna be homeless.... And....will I even have friends come school....whatever....I'll deal. Enough of my whining. ~Joss out
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Damn my first Journal got deleted so this is the rewrite. Irony, sweet irony. It's been a long time coming but we got Apple back. Not long after I posted how Kak and Apple were in a good relationship they broke up and then they ceased to be friends. I hate that guy, I really do. He's an arrogant, stuck-up ass with a god complex. He thinks he's all that. He was reasonably nice to Apple so I didn't think he'd slip up but he did and said some awful shit. I'm caught between feeling guilty, sighing with relief and laughing out loud. Ahhh....what the hell I'll laugh out loud. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! You stupid fuck Kak. You thought you were smarter than me. You thought that you wouldn't do anything stupid but you were wrong. I was right. Apple realized what a douche you are and she doesn't like you anymore. This round goes to me. But anyways I'm happy Apple's back. Both Matt and I risked her friendship when we told her about him. She didn't believe us and for a long time there was a rift but gradually we began to talk again. And now we're friends again. I hate seeing my friends hurt, especially by him. I won't lose anymore. But anyways that's it. My next one will be about Six Flags which I meant to do a while back.
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I love Far. I can say that calmly now without goig overboard. Gods do I love him though. I feel really bad for Jen because she's not getting anywhere with Lex but what can i do? I wonder if Apple ever feels bad about that? She's got a good relationshop with Kak while I have a good one with Far but what does Jen have? Nothing. I'm half tempted to message him and tell him to date her god dammit. Hopefully being away from him this summer will do her some good. She's really getting obsessed with him. Lex is taking over her life. On a more happier note, Apple's relationship with Kak is going well. As much as i don't like him, Apple deserves to be happy. I really do want her to be happy. My own relationship is going good though. We've had a few bumps but not anymore than normal and we seem to be able to resolve things incredibly well. Hopefully we'll continue to operate smoothly, neh? I do feel bad though cuz I missed a chance to talk to him yesterday. I was at Six Flags yesterday. ^^ I'll cover that in my next journal.
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